Please Be Smart And Don't Go To Jail
I am not encouraging anyone to break any laws by taking psilocybin mushrooms. This is illegal in many countries and many states here in the United States.
Please understand local laws very carefully before growing your own mushrooms or taking them. You can go to jail for growing mushrooms or being in possession of them, even an amount that is just for your own personal use.
Please be smart about this. Don't tell everyone that you grow mushrooms, even if it's just for your personal use. You don't want this information getting out.
If someone asks you where you get your mushrooms, tell them "from a friend" and end the conversation quickly.
I am lucky to live in the state of Oregon, USA. It is legal for me to have a small amount of mushrooms, that is just for my personal use. That is what this blog is about. I grow enough mushrooms for my personal use.
That being said, about mushrooms being illegal, I truly understand the desperation of people needing help, of needing medicine to treat many psychiatric illness.
It's disgusting that these have been made illegal.
How narcissistic can our government be? What gives them a right to outlaw something that grows in the forest ?
Mushrooms truly have saved my life. I'm one of those that have a dangerous mental illness.
The desperation of drowning for so long, longing for death for so long, that you would literally try anything to help the suffering and pain to stop.
I know that desperation.
That desperation lead a conservative housewife to learn how to grow psilocybin mushrooms. If you are in the same boat, I understand. I'm glad you are here. 💓
Being Led To Psychedelics
God was gently leading me to the use of psychedelics to heal my bipolar depression, but I was scared to try them. I have never been drunk. I had never used any kind of drug before that caused dissociation. The strongest drug I had up to that was morphine for pain when I had surgery. I didn't dissociate from that experience.
My journey started with seeing something about psychedelics helping depression on a documentary. From there, I did more research and found all the studies on depression, anxiety, OCD, and addiction, and how much they are all helped with psychedelics.
This was truly mind blowing! I was raised to believe these substances are "drugs" not medicine.
ALL medicine can be used as a drug - recreationally in a way in which is not helpful to the human body. Take alcohol for instance. It can disinfect a wound, but when taken internally, alcohol is like a poison to your body.
Alcohol is THE most dangerous drug this world has ever seen... and yet it's legal and socially acceptable. It's all so backwards!
Psychedelics sounded really intrusive and scary. But it turned out so different from that for me.
Mind you... I have learned some VERY important things about psychedelics. Like set and setting, like clearing and protecting your journey space with prayer (especially using the name of Jesus Christ to cast out any evil or dark spirits or energy), and learning how to bring light into dark spaces in your mind. You do that by inviting God with you, to all of your journey's. You have to submit to God, and what he wants to show you and heal you from.
I love this image! As he is sleeping, he is being protected and watched over.
Psychedelics are very similar to sleep. Your subconscious is working, and you are open to dark spirits and energy, if you don't protect yourself.
Yes, there are difficult psilocybin ceremonies/journey's at times. Journey's that leave me shaken, making me increase my level of prayers than ever before in my life, trying to clear up what I saw and what I'm feeling. Journey's that I have journal about, and cry about, and talk to loved ones about (or a therapist!).
But I also have never felt more alive! I have never felt more connected to my body, my feelings, my sexuality, my family, my community... nature, this world, this universe!
Traditional psych meds disconnect you.... psychedelics connect you!
It's truly beautiful work. It's difficult, but it creates harmony and wholeness inside you. You learn how to find your inner healer. The answers have been inside you all along. You just need medicine that can help you find those answers and find that healing.
Why Grow Your Own Psilocybin Mushrooms?
First off, when I was quietly grown mushrooms in my own home, I'm not supporting the black market and drug dealers. I support plant medicine, not drugs like meth and heroin.
Secondly... $$$$ This medicine that my brain needs to be able to function like everyone else that is neurotypical, can get quite expensive. It gets expensive and sketchy relying on others for something that is so important in my life.
Thirdly, if I get them from another grower, I really don't know the processes they have used, and I like having that control of my own grow. I use plastic that is food grade. I use rye berries that are organic. These are important things to me.
I'm An Amateur Mycologist
I am an incredibly amateur mycologist! I like this quote, because growing mushrooms is truly an art. There are a lot of ways to do this, and how you do it, is probably different from others.
I have just started learning about mushrooms this last year. I have had one successful grow, with 0% contamination rate. I think I'm very lucky, and I know God has helped me in this process as well.
During one of psilocybin ceremonies, I was shown a time in which I was tending my mushroom bins. I had an angel standing next to me, whispering things to me. Helping me to know what to do.
I do want to share what I have learned. I know there are lots of people in my same situation, with the same concerns I have. I want to help those people.
So I hope this blog helps you understand this process better. So much has already been written on this subject. I'm going to do a lot of pointing to other blogs, books, and videos, that helped me get the knowledge that I have.
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